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if my heart was a house, you'd be home.


"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal."
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Death is inevitable. It may be a hard fact to grasp onto sometimes, but I know this, you know this, everyone knows this.

The only things that are somewhat still in your control are when you die and how you die.

My mother's cousin whom she was very close to died last night. She's still grieving. I'm still grieving.

Death is inevitable, but how do you prepare for the inevitable? I've questioned this so many times but I still haven't found an answer.

It hurts. It hurts seeing my mum sad, it hurts being sad, everything just hurts.


Don't you bring me down today
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You know what's frustrating?

When people are angry at you even though it is clearly their fault in the first place. Why so immature? You would think that by the age of seventeen/eighteen, you would know better. And you're the one who insulted me first so how is it that you're the one who's upset? You might want to start acting your age, because you're only embarrassing yourself here.

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Altering your perception of others
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 "Illusion is needed to disguise the emptiness within." 
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Writer's Block: On repeat
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Which song gives you goosebumps? Good or bad-- tell us why.

Right now, it's definitely Dead Hearts by Stars. Thank you Chuck for introducing me to this wonderful song/band. it gives me the goosebumps because it's so beautiful and the voices are so unique and slightly eerie if that makes sense?

My favourite part is the chorus:

I can say it but you won't you believe me
You say you do but you don't deceive me
It's hard to know they're out there
It's hard to know that you still care
I can say it but you won't you believe me
You say you do but you don't deceive me
Dead hearts are everywhere
Dead hearts are everywhere



"I can't imagine a sweeter agony, having him so close."
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"I want morning and noon and nightfall with you. I want your tears, your smiles, your kisses...the smell of your hair, the taste of your skin, the touch of your breath on my face. I want to see you in the final hour of my life...to lie in your arms as I take my last breath."

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The little flaws you choose to ignore about yourself
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The dictionary definition states that a hoarder is someone who accumulates things and hides them away for future use.

Hi, I'm Kim and I'm a hoarder. There, I admit it. I hoard and hoard and hoard until my heart's content and it is unbearable when i have to part with something even though it is completely useless and has no meaning whatsoever anymore. I keep every little thing because at the back of my mind there's always a feeling of fear that I might need it again - and by throwing it out or getting rid of it, there's no possible way of me getting it back. And so I keep it.

Come on, is that really such a bad thing? I like to be prepared for anything! I like to own unnecessary things that could be necessary at some point in my life. And so what if my room is a complete mess at the moment because or this very reason? I don't care - I feel so much better knowing that while something is temporarily misplaced, it has the possibility of being found because I hoard.

In my personal opinion, hoarding is the safe thing to do. It's the reason why I still have my sanity.

So why do people keep criticizing me for being a hoarder? I like being safe and secure in my hoarding bubble, so leave me be and go bother someone else with a flaw that you dislike.

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"Do not pity the dead, Harry, pity the living. Above all, pity those who live without love."
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So I went to the midnight screening of the final harry potter movie (Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2) yesterday (or technically, this morning) and I've only read the first 3 books but god it was so sad! The minute Snape died, and when Harry saw his memories and when they showed Fred, Tonks & Lupin's bodies, I was crying.

It must've been a million times worse for the loyal fans of both the books and the movies - my friend Catherine was bawling after because of the realisation that it was completely over - no more books or movies to look forward to. It's amazing what JK Rowling has created - from what was just a simple children's story to this whole other world that seemed so out of reach at first but now with her books is forever engraved into a child of the 1990s's imagination.

She created Hogwarts from her mind and developed complex, interesting characters in Harry, Hermione and Ron, and for that, I'm grateful. I will admit that I haven't read the whole book series (I'm going to do that when I finish year twelve since I have all the books in my bookshelf), but the movies have been entertaining enough, and the incredible fanbase she has speaks for itself - an average book won't develop a following like the Harry Potter fans, only something extraordinary can. 

It really is kinda like the end of an era, isn't it? in 2001, the first movie came out, and now 10 years later, the last movie is out for the world to enjoy. I went with a group of my friends (Kate, Catherine, Briony, Clare, Rachael, Naomi and Liv) and when we walked out, we all collectively decided that it was like as if our childhood was finally over - even though we're so close to being adults, the ending of Harry Potter made it.. final. 

Cheesy? When I'm sad about something I get pretty cliche and cheesy...

Anyways, on a happy note, this parody video of the Deathly Hallows trailer is HILARIOUS.



Enjoy. x

"Sometimes the nerd gets the girl."
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Chuck: Who saved you?
Bryce: They did.
Chuck: They saved you? Did they? Could you be anymore cryptic?

-x-



So that's the trailer for Chuck Season One (I was gonna put a "best of season 1" youtube video but the embed was disabled sadly!) So after Parks & Recreation, I had to find another TV Show to occupy my time with, and decided to finally start Chuck! Happy with my choice because it is AWESOME! And I am completely and utterly in love with Zachary Levi now. And possibly a lesbian crush on Yvonne Strahovski.. But ugh Zachary Levi. WHY SO CUTE? 

Everyone should watch it right now :) That is all I had to say. I'm about 1/4 into season 2 and still have season 3 & 4 to go! Yaaaay. X

A fleeting moment
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Chasing Pavements: metaphorical for going after a dream or a possibilty and holding onto a thought or a feeling regardless of how hopeless it may seems. Something like a wild goose chase. Perhaps a feeling of unrequited love.
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"I'd rather be a comma than a full stop."
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